Friday, July 15, 2005
11:59 PM
just came back from HMP concert. the concert was nice, got HCI boys there also. Clara Lu (saxes), Andrea (PERC!!!!) and one clarinet senior performed. they all look so damn pro. =) lurve all my seniors. o ya. Rosilind performed also. she's good. heh.tmw got the grand gala concert. the grand gala concert is much better cos it involves all the performing arts group. so u guys must must must catch it if u can. sad lah. i dun have tickets. only got matinee tickets but i cant go cos i got piano and tuition. anybody got night tickets to sell to me???? not joking k..... i really want to go...... i just cried when hui juan ask me if i cant go for concert tmw over MSN lah. crying again. my god . i cry alot nowadays. but im really really sad, cos i nvr see seniors scince tuesday? ya. missing them so so so much. today i went back home with Charis and soggy. (Charis is my angel. =) ) we talked alot. hehheh.Tian Hui, Jannable, valerie, jo, and ke xin were at the HMP concert helping out also. A lot of band peeps there. saw yumin, magret, jiaying, sabrina, vera, AI WEN, zhuo jin, vivian, yiting, and many many other peeps. Jannableand jo say zhuo jin very cute becos of her hair, ke xin says yumin very cute cos when ke xin gave yumin the lolipop, yumin was jumping up and down lor. imagine a chio sec 4 senior jumping up and down. HAHA. but ke xin says yen zhen is nice cos yen zhen is her senior. i say all band seniors are nice. =)))o ya. my dad fetched me to and fro from school. i see my dad as a very pro man who is very pro in computers and I.T. ya. and he is tt type of science fiction peeps. but he does not know how to appreaciate the arts. i mean, i love music, concerts, performances, and there in the car he was scolding me, say i spend too much time on band, negleting my studies, ask me at the beggining of the year to take HMP i dun want, and many other stuff. I mean, i love music tt's why i joined band, i AM not having enough time to do my studies, tt's why i want to quit jap, but my parents dun allow, ask me to quit band instead, then at the beggining of the year, i did consider going into HMP, but i was only grade 6 lor, how to get in? almost everyone in Hmp either grade 7,8, or diploma. im so damn lousy compared to them. sigh. i have too much problems bugging me. i feel depressed today, despite the events of the day, which definitely has to be considered fun, cos we learned many new things, like how to fight back when attacked and stuff. However, not being able to attend tmw's concert, not being able to find my drumset scores for qi li xiang, being scolded by my parents, and seeing sarah's depressed moods depressed me.Sarah has been depressed since after the June holidays. I think it's her family and CCA problems tt's bugging her. becos, she fell sick, then cannot go for track competitions, became depressed, think tt she's the one tt caused the downfall for NY track, hope tt my track can get better scores, sets high expectations of herself, so high tt sometimes i thin tt our class has been too hard on her. She's our class monitress and she has her own problems yet we have to get her to solve our problems and the class problems. i think tt from now onwards we should solve our own problems, not bug her so much, and listen to her more. i still cannot find the drumset scores for qi li xiang by jay chou. i think im going to be useless to 7th assignment. i found out why i cried in "bass trouble" the post i posted before. i was too tired, and i was angry with ms chong for not putting me in percussion lor. becos i myself feel tt im better at percussion than bass., so it is reasonable for me to go percussion. but she put me in bass. and i couldnt play the bass. so why she put me in bass? and the percussionists were there playing lah when i was practising with the bass so i was damn frusrtated. i also felt very discouraged from my discouraging parents who often tell me to quit band. so at that time i was angry with myself for thinking of quitting band. sigh.Last but not least, i want to thank Hui Juan for talking to me always and being there for me, (sry i cannot go and support u tmw. =( ) Thank u Charis for being there for me also, (u rawk as an angel) Thank you Patricia for letting me bother u so many times becos of band prac, thank you Jasmine senior for teaching me bass, for i noe i suck as a junior, thank you pearlynne for letting me call u and bug u also, thank you liang zhen for being there as a quiet but important perc. member. =)Also, thank you ding, for bringing the gap between me and liuyi and ee ning and shena closer and being my gor gor, thank you soggy for being there as a 2nd cousin, thank you ee ning who always quieten me down when i get too loud, thankyou liuyi for being my nice mei mei, thank you shena for being there to support all of us, and thank you lynn for providing us always with laughter.=) for the rest out there, thank you for being my friend. =)*im being grateful today. =)*P.S. Mr Gary tang is leaving us. His stage, his students, his collegues for VJ. Sad right? So peeps out there, please make this FOA Concert the best one for him and just for him , as we do need to appreaciate him while he is still here with us......*lurving me seniors**especially hui juan senior*